you had to put in the “hash every morning: ya’ asshole lmfao. imy2 triiick— im doing good. you know me (:
you had to put in the “hash every morning: ya’ asshole lmfao. imy2 triiick— im doing good. you know me (:
People don’t know me. They just know about me. To be real, only 2 people know who I TRULLY am. No one else. They just taste the glaze on the doughnut. They taste it, like it, describe what it tastes like etc. it’s annoying when they think they know you 100% when they don’t know jacksquat- and eventually they look right through you because they think otherwise. Does that make sense? Im small, got a loud mouth and I say what I like. Idont have a problem being blunt. But apparently people got problems BECAUSE of that. A biiiig middle finger to your faces. I back my shit up- I would rather have real friends that know me rather than having a lot that just knows 5% of me. Ya feel?
How everything can change in so little time. With what I had in the past to now, I’m happier than I ever was. And I plan on keeping this happiness forever. He leaves me speechless. No words to say but just a smile, a smile that can last for minutes, hours, days. He is MINES. And I’m planning on keeping it that way. I don’t finish what I started. And I will be damn proud to see how long this will last. I have the faith, the strength, the power to stand strong, to survive through ups & downs. Everyday I fall harder and harder for this kid. I usually don’t fall hard. But he literally makes me shine. An Asian glow that no one ever saw, a smile so wide— it’s like a tunnel vision. You see nothing on your left or your right, except straight ahead, he’s the only one I look forward to. I see nothing else, but him. The tingly feeling he gives me when he calls me ‘baby’ . I am so thankful and truly blessed for what god has put infront of me. He did it for a reason. And that reason is for me to keep it.